Not my wedding, though. Bubar, bubar.
Ceritanya seorang temen lagi butuh bantuan untuk design undangan nikah, dikarenakan designer di percetakan pilihan dia ternyata bikin undangannya sangat jauh dari harapan. Ibaratnya di hati pinginnya design elegant simpel dengan motif emboss maroko… Hasilnya fail gitu deh. Terus akhirnya ybs minta bantuan gw untuk bikinin design undangannya doi sesuai contoh dan sesuai keinginan. Langsung gw sanggupin.
First of all, I know how important it is for bride-to-be to have every little things perfect for the wedding. Secondly, gue seneng bangettttt. Temen gw ini termasuk salah satu yang cepet deket di kantor baru sejak gw baru masuk, dan dia keliatannya juga kompeten kerjaannya, selalu ceria, dan (kayaknya) reliable. Meski kami beda bidang dan ngga kerja bareng tapi mungkin karna kami satu angkatan jadi gampang deketnya kali ya?
Anyway, design nya sekarang udah selesai, terus gw cuma pengen berbagi aja kesan gw pas ngedesign.
Dulu, pas sama mantan, gw juga ngedesign undangan gw sendiri hahaha. Dan rasanya menyenangkan sekali. Gw ngebayangin temen gw itu juga pas liat gw ngedesign undangan dia dan dia bebas revisi revisi sendiri sesuai keinginan dia, juga pasti senengnya seneng banget. Karna jaman dulu pas gw ngedesign undangan gw juga gw seneng pake banget.
Rasanya abis kelar ngedesign undangan buat temen gw itu gw jadi pengen ngedesign undangan buat gw sendiri sama Tomo kun KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA TAPI YA ELAH LEBAY BANGET JADIAN JUGA BELOM SATU TAHUN UDAH MIKIRIN UNDANGAN NIKAH AJE JIAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
It’s true that I think about marriage every now and then. I want to get married, I want to raise a family with a husband who I can serve all my life. (Yes, serve. I’m THAT submissive).
However, my relationship right now, while is quite stable, still has an uncertain future.
I like Tomo kun a lot. Hell. I love him.
I haven’t told him I love him cos I thought he takes the word “love” very seriously, so we just say to each other that we like each other very much. But I think the feeling that’s growing inside of me is not just “like”. I’m proud of him, I adore his values and morales, I admire his friendships, and I treasure every feelings he made me feel.
Well actually things are tough for me because he’s so busy that he’s rarely around. But he’s been like that even before we started going out, so I always remind myself that I chose him consciously. I have to understand that there are lines and boundaries, I have to be extra patient. I know exactly that even though he’s busy he always makes time for me.
Everytime he’s in Jakarta he would meet me. When he sleeps beside me he would look out to me in his sleep. Even when he’s so busy, at the end of the day he would always contact me. He’s sincere and constant. He’s that kind of guy. The kind of guy I would be willing to serve, all my life.
We’ve been going out for 8 months only, so it’s still too early to talk about more serious stuff like that. But eventhough I don’t talk about it, I do think about it. About where we’re going, where we’re gonna stay, what we will do, where we will be, are we going to be okay, and a lot of other stuff.
Dan terutama setelah ngedesign undangan nikah temen gw, gw jadi kepikiran lagi deh kan. Am I going to have a chance to design a wedding invitation for us?
I hope I’m gonna have the chance.
I hope he’s the one.